How to talk to the only guy ive ever loved?

okkkk welll i lke this one guy but i found out that he is moving away and he is like the only guy ive rlly felt something towards and ive never rlly tlked to him cuz his friends wouldent let him be around me or me be around him. they also always told me he hates me and hat he will never go for me cuz im stupid whore